This Past Life has been copied word for word from the transcript of the session.
Names may have been changed for privacy reasons.
PAST LIFE STORY 1
Martin came because his lack of confidence in himself was holding him back from being a complete success. He also had a very powerful fear of water, a phobic response that had prevented him from enjoying holidays abroad or going anywhere that involved water. Martin was painfully shy, and very unassuming. He was very keen to seek answers to these fears.
The session began, as he became more relaxed his posture started to change and he had a very curious expression on his face. He said “I am on a swing” he reddened and seemed embarrassed, he said “I am wearing a pink dress with a big bow at the back and I am wearing stiff petticoats. He was clearly very uncomfortable that in this lifetime he was a girl, the story unfolded “I grew up in a very privileged home, the year is 1821 and I feel very strongly that I want to give something back to the world. I have decided to become a nurse and am setting sail for the African continent to help with some troubles there. I am in the cabin of the boat, it is all made of walnut wood and I am aware of the smells from below deck. I think this is to be a happy voyage” but then his face changed and he became quite distressed, he began to cry, “the ship has been damaged we are sinking, I am trapped below deck and I am drowning”.
Martin sobbed gently through the whole story,” I died feeling as though it had all been a waste and I made a decision to never be excited or make big plans for a life again as it is too painful when it does not work out. The disappointment is too great, and so it is better to just live a quiet life without any fuss. As he reviewed his Karmic lesson in that life he realized that it had been about taking chances, about taking the risks that he needed to really fulfill his potential, he had been so close to doing just that, until his life was cut tragically short. ”
This explained Martin’s shyness and lack of desire to stand up for himself. In the healing part of the session he was able to let go of that vow and was able to release the need to stay small and not take any chances. When Martin woken up he was still embarrassed that he had been a girl in his previous life but now had a very good understanding of why boats and being too near to the water terrified him. He realized that the fear was totally irrational and that he could now let it go. Since the session he has changed jobs and found a position that allows him the space to grow and develop his skills, his potential for sensitivity with others being one of them. He now sees this as an asset and not a failing.